Stuck

The words echoed in my head
As if monstrosity entered in your stead
Stricken, over the top
And before the final destination, it stops

Bygone, your endless thoughts
Resistance is futile, as your body fought
Save the worthless encounters
And swings that won't suffice a counter

So quick you've turned away
You knew how to keep me at bay
Then you went ahead and planted a seed
One to define me, as infamous as Antigone's deed

Once again, the bells tolled
As moons dive down delineating the cold
Stars recounted, and read
Life rotting and skins shed

Though empty in words, and you're steps farther away
Your interrogative, in my mind, hardened like clay
Though not so often, IT still bore its ring
"What the Hell were you thinking?!?!?!?!"

"My friend"

[Rap]
You remember just starting out
We just kids, don't know what we talk about
Got lifestyle so indefinite
All we really wanted was to fit, in
Committed so many sins
Even to our kins

But now, we've gone through that
Got closer and fat,
And we really know how to act
Covered all we lacked
Stayed true to our pact
And our mission so
Look at us now
This ain't fiction

[slower]
Chorus
Keeping yourself out in the distance
I couldn't say a thing at all
Seeking for sense and reason
The wall has just gone so tall
Even though i have no right to say this
Did this have to happen at all?
All, At all..
At all, all, at all..


[Rap]
But damn, look what you've done
You betrayed me, this just ain't so fun
Thought we got this understanding
And minding and caring, and the sharing and telling and the
Hurt that wasn't so blaring

You've left me, guy
You're style appeared so sty
That ain't the one i know
So just go, just go

[slower]
Chorus
Keeping yourself out in the distance
I couldn't say a thing at all
Seeking for sense and reason
The wall has just gone so tall
Even though i have no right to say this
Did this have to happen at all?
All, At all..
At all, all, at all..

The Rock of Wonder

Never did it shine
As much as it did
Maybe it's destroyed
..God forbid

It appeared a,
Long time ago
It was neither
Mine or of a foe's
On the smooth streets
It had lied
So, I've
taken it inside

This rock was
Ivory like a bone
Almost as refined
As a stone
When it was needed,
I cleaned
And took care of bumps
I did

Setting it down,
I dazed
Once again,
I was so amazed
It still looked
So beautiful
After all the things
it went through

Stepping back, though,
ruined the view
There's evidence
It was far from new
Lil crevices
Glowed in the dark
Then, ruined thoughts
began to embark
Looking again,
At its whole entity
The problems of it
I pitied
Its dust, color,
And erosion
Had made it seem dead
From poison
Even if approached
By someone brave
The connection
Can't be saved

Then, I noticed
How far I am
Couldn't keep
The "Ingram" (in me)
One small step,
Seemed colossal
Like the length
Of the chain corals
It really,
Did not make sense
Why I was kept
Intense

Now knowing of the
Substance
I've developed
An essence
Of the feelings
I hold dear
For the
Rock of wonder

Let me stay
Very sincere
Maybe, even,
coming near
To say I've
Liked you before
Before reasons
Have been torn
Notice now,
The distance
(I should,)
So, I could
Steer to the fence (of)
What has had an
Effect on me
For what I've
Become to be