Oranges

This one big orange
came flying from the sky
It never really appeared
during my lifetime

Where have you been??
I asked ever so gently
It smacked me in the back
"Hey were you happy??"

It then told me,
it had been rolling around
Throughout its life,
I was nowhere to be found

But, now it sees my
My rented closed doors
So I had to say sorry, because
I couldn't take it like before

So, orange, orange, orange!
I'm sorry about this
Would you feel better,
if I gave you one just kiss??

It declined the offer,
and looked for a slope
It rolled up and down,
without signs of hope

I whispered to myself,
"Hey orange, don't feel bad"
"If only I could,
I would take you back"

But, now i see,
Only its trail
It was gone, so fast
Like the winds and gales

Never again, did I see that orange
A thought of it still gives me a frown
However, I never really found it strange,
how life always had its up and downs

Hey, Orange. Don't feel bad. I hope you don't end up with harmful feelings. I do not hate your existence, no far from it. You were new and different and.......... something important.

Well, the week has been fast and eerie. I know I had a lot of stuffs ahead of me, some big and some small. Some important and some not equal to its magnitude. But, I have to say, I might not be ready yet at all. Hahahaha,, gloomy much?? But anyways, this year, I have a few things to juggle. I don't really get involved in so many things in such short times so I am not used to it, this change, and new responsibilities. I know I signed up for it, but I'm not too full-heartedly on it either. I wonder what will come out of me, feelings, achievements, and goals. Would this become a cornerstone for my life,, this life that was laid back and usually just breezed through many things?? Or should I shatter these forming cornerstones before I get my hands too full?? Whatever my fate, I hope I survive.