Over my head

A time with worth
A time for tennis
A time for wonder
A time for academics
A time for laughs
A time to tease
A time to joke
A time to please
So much time for anything
Not worth the time, about it, to ponder
And who really finds the time
To look at time and put it all together?
And what brings me to time?
A deep covert relationship?
Maybe it's since my loss that
Brought me to this ship
,,of time and all others that corresponds with it,,

A time to eat
A time to sleep
A time to breathe
A time to think
A time to fail
A time to lead
A time to manage
A time to succeed
It all happens without our consent
And is not affected by our wish
It passes and goes, no deviation
And you can't control, Can't put a leash
So, what's in my head?
What am I really saying?
What is this song,,
In my head, that's playing?
The song is "forever"
And it won't slow down
I guess I'll put up with it all
For the TIME being, an unending bout

Ahhhh, well, It's too hard to understand
Just understanding my understanding, still too much
All these thoughts, and all these voices are raw in my mind
I need refurbishments if I want these thoughts to touch,,
A heart, an inspiration, a mellow touch to their minds
And help those of new incarnations, cute, little newly bred
With books and teachings, and preaches and announcements
So that these thoughts are delivered to adolescents by them in my stead

Oh well, there is too much to do,
I bet only few will listen, for they are mine
My thoughts, which no one really has to mind

Time, again, I have wrote about it. I guess I might be a little too consumed by its ideas. I guess that is no surprise since I have been busy quite a while. And now, a sprained ankle, by my own recklessness. I don't like it, well who does? Having to be hit by karma at such a busy time. *I shouldn't have teased jeff about his cast hahaha* Well,, I hope it gets better, and get me back on track. I hope at least before the season ends. I need to get better, I really do. I want to go full force on this, moreso than I have done before. I really am reckless though. One thing I couldn't abolish. Well, I guess that's one thing that will stay with me, got a while. It just makes me think how bad I'll be in the future. Future,,,,,,, that's related to time *sigh* ...

As I think about what to write
Nothing, zenzen, popped into my mind
Until I noticed how I don't put the effort on many things
Because I'm held back by time
I typed quite fast, Ideas rushed into my head
*T*I*M*E* I got faster at writing it
As I typed this undrafted poem
I felt it, A bit of rush

And that's how it all happened,,
I was Finished in due TIME
But I used up quite a lot of TIME
Guess, I'm way in over my head
TIME to sleep again in school
Always unconscious, Like the corpse of the dead